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Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Ohayou~maa..haven sleep yet..very tired yet cant sleep...think of alot of things..like "y i like online shopping?"i realise that dat's e way for me to release stress..buy clothes all dat release my stress..i love to buy things but im lazy to go out shopping..and so, online shopping is e best choice...just like ppl eat to release stress, or go for a swim or what..maa..this type of releasing stress de fang fa like too she chi le..maybe i should find a new way asap... lols~ya..and i think of pri sch..pri sch no friends and being bullied de days..i rmb mt teacher ask me to sit at a place whr all e girls who pai chi me is sitting..den whenever i start to write something in my notebook or what, one of them will purposely walk pass me trying to look at what im writing..and i found out that sometimes i wrote something wrong, i crush e paper n threw it in e bin, they will pick it up n c..so i purposely wrote something like "u think i will let u c what i write?" on a paper den crush n threw it into e bin lols~whether they saw it or not i duno..den i rmb oso at mt class, i walk to another side to ask hui yu something..i rmb dat time hui yu not close wif them but she's afraid of them, so whenever i tok to her she will say" ni bu yao gen wo jiang hua lah.."in a very "scared" tone..of coz, i was du lan-ed..so i purposely keep tok to her..lols~i still rmb this bunch of girls wrote me a letter, they wrote something like "u think we'll be ur friends? fat hope!" or "u're just a spare tyre!"lols~and got a time i really cant tahan all this, i said sorry to dat so call da jie tou de..when i say sorry, she look at me for awhile n den turn away, making me look damn damn like a fool standing dere..really regretted for saying sorry..i did nth wrong..y should i say sorry?so i'll neber forget her name..LIANG YU XIN! lols~she's dan qing jia ting de xiao hai, dats y..her mom treat her damn good..but she can shout at her mom in public..her rudeness to her mom is somehow like my lj exfriend lols~y do i always have such friends?maybe is because they look innocent ba?so next time must find those look very bad de lols~oh ya! still rmb when mt teacher is talking abt last time when japan attack singapore..women in sg is afraid of being rape by japanese soldiers so when they go on the streets they will put charcoal all over their face n bodyin order to look ugly lols..so this liang yu xin shout out something like this after listening to what e teacher said, " wah!den i think jacqueline dun need put le!"den whole bunch of them laugh.. lols~now im so surprised by my reaction at dat time..i laughed at them lols~and im thinking that they r so childish..mature huh?at least got some good memories le... lols~Duno y she like to bully me...i tot if u dun care abt dat person he/she will stop bullying u?but she didn't stop..after sch de shi hou, she walk behind me n shout very loud "xia lan kia!"den walk near me n step on my shoe lols~i told my mom, my mom go find her and warn her but still mei you xiao..so e 2nd, 3rd, 4th time she bullied me n so on, i didn't bothered to tell anyone...dat time duno y neber go tell teacher oso lah lols~ too stupid le..recess de shi hou will come over n say "oi! y u keep looking at me?wo bu shi hen mei de leh, bu yong yi zhi kan zhe wo de"i smile n continue my lunch lols~ im so calm huh?lols~coz i think she said something right...she's not mei at all..to be more accurate should be ugly..so she got zi zhi zhi ming oso dun wanna argue wif her..but problem is, i didnt even noe whr she sit or what! lols~look at her?y should i?And last time very liu xing those metal de pencil box..i like to cruff all stupid things on it lols~den sit infront of me is her spy..keep turn back n look at my pencil box c got write abt them not..like i so free liddat..den duno y..when teacher walk out of e classroom..e classroom is very quiet, she walk to e front throw something in e bin den when she walk back,she stare at me n scold me bitch or something liddat..maybe is xia lan kia?i oso forgot le lols..i act like she's not toking to me, everybody tot she fa shen jing so ignore her lols~i rmb one time im playing wif her "sweetheart" n play dao very over..i use paint draw on his uniform lols~den she go tell teacher, e guy dun even care lor she kpo lols~den teacher ask me y i do that, i haven even reply she shout "no need to ask one lah this kind of ppl"wah~ i heard dao this kind of ppl really huo da..for e 1st time i fa ji! lols! i shout back" den what kind of ppl r u?!"she shout "diam lah! cb!" den she kena punish by teacher for speaking vulgerities LOLS~but i think e guy neber say anything, dats y i didn't get punish haha~ bleh~but i still rmb when we're still friends, her dog lost de shi hou i still help her go find..i still go her hse call my da ge say im helping my friend to find dog will go back late,still kena scolded by my da ge..this is call tmd stupid..so regretted for helping her..maa...in conclusion..im such a healthy kid yeh?lols~after all these, my shen xin still jian kang..at least i dun haf those ppl bully me i must bully ppl de mind, or got depression all dat lols~but now grow up le..wun bei ppl bully dao so jia lat lah...just dat childhood really no much memories..happy de very little ba, dats y i only rmb all this stupid things lols~so sometimes when i heard songs dat i like when i was in pri sch, i somehow pai chi it..brings back lj memories..lols~maa..at least sec sch life guo de bu cuo..at least much better than pri sch life..although still got this kind of ppl...but at least i have some friends ah.. lols~maa...dats all my sui sui nian le..really too boring lols~nth else..oyasumi~