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Thursday, January 31, 2008
剛看了"戀空"..前面本來很sweet的﹐後面就真的有點看不下去..美嘉一定要這麼苦嗎?好不容易有了初戀﹐卻被人強暴..懷了心愛的人的小孩後﹐又因為男朋友的前女友害得她流產..以為可以一起度過失去孩子的傷痛的時候﹐男朋友又剩沒多久可以活...雖然有幾個嘿咻的片段﹐不過還好沒太A..還算純情的...不用太over﹐這樣寫實一點點就好了..不過說真的﹐美嘉有點太笨了..干嘛跟個沒認識多久的人那個啊?就算那人再怎麼讓你覺得他是認真的也不行..就算每個人都會有衝動的時候好了﹐但至少做好防護措施吧?單親媽媽可沒想像中的那麼好玩..美嘉的朋友說"要忘掉男人就需要男人"雖然這是最快最容易的方法﹐不過一直這樣下去也只是讓不好的東西再次循環罷了吧?雖然大家都喜歡談戀愛﹐但如果只是因為別人對你的喜歡而跟他交往的話﹐那豈不是很膚淺嗎?常常把愛掛在嘴邊但卻用這種方式愛人對嗎?這樣自欺欺人不單只會傷害別人﹐自己受的傷更會變本加厲..."當局者迷﹔旁觀者清" 這句話聽過嗎?如果要我一開始就談這種膚淺的戀愛的話我寧願去死..又不是吃飽了撐著..除非真的認真了﹐才真的扛得起這些責任..不過我相信世界上沒有100%痴心的人...就算結婚了又怎樣?還不是會有離婚的可能?有時候真的只能靠自己..不管是男生也好﹐女生也好﹐都會有被甩的可能性吧?那干嘛非得把自己的全部交給一個沒辦法給你未來的人呢?就算是要享受當下也要適可而止﹐玩笑是有限度的..要享受當下當然可以﹐但必須確保彼此做的事不會造成彼此未來的絆腳石..就算是那麼一點點也要盡全力的避開﹐這樣才算真正負責任的人..
310108
End of Jan~~So fast...one month past le..nth to do..tml gng interview..i wanna work and earn money..save it n japan here im coming!!!i'll go tokyo!! although i wanna go kyoto, hokkaido n okinawa, but tokyo is more oshare.. xDhow abt a on sen trip?but is dere any in tokyo?lols~i think haf ba..think too much le, save le money zai jiang..oh ya...is ishigawa really saikou?lols~now watching maruko..Jin like hamasaki..haha~ but i like ji-chan more..so funny...maruko keep make fun of him..ask him do this do that but in e end tu cao him..im loading ichi pondo too..waiting to c chinen!maa...gng taka dere tml..so far..dun feel like gng out man..but if they can give me a good job, it's worth it lah..im so damn lazy to go out man..maa..can i wear russ-k out tml?lols~maa..i'll wear russ-k out!but maybe i'll change my mind oso...haha~my mom force me to eat e fish just now..omg~ i seriously hate to eat fish..e bones so troublesome..if someone were to help me pick out e fishbones whenever i eat fish, i'll marry him.. xDif someone willing to buy e huge melody for me i'll marry him.. haha~ marry...for 1 month! xDfor e melody lah...bones de hua maybe i'll consider really marry u...yasashi jan?o(^v^)ookay..end my nonsense here..kame rocks!P rocks!kei-chan rocks!ryo-chan rocks!jin rocks!yuya rocks!sore ja ne~! ^0^
280108
Monday, January 28, 2008
Ohayou~Finally calm myself down..i choose to yi de bao yuan to all those bastards though..DAE is opened..apply it n go print whatever shit documents they need and send it to them!dun post it at those "beside ur hse" de box, go post it at singapore post!at least it's safer..results go check urself online or they will post it to u..end of march of early april..tp's one load damn slow, be patient...cannot find from the page, go search from yahoo or whatever shit..straightaway go..tp one got maintanence on monday 3am to 5am..duno need to maintain what..hey! dae is good because u dun pay!and even if u wanna change e info no need to pay oso!but be sure not to change it after u post e damn documents out..dun trouble ppl if u want them choose u..c'mon today last day! go!
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So fast kena ppl look down le..lols~xian shi de shi jie ah~~~xian shi de ren ah~~~can treat u very good when u're at e same lvl, once drop ma shang bian lian..lols~ what a shame..what a shame of this type of ppl..wo shou gou le...fuck off please..well..im gng higher nitec if DAE fails..i still got a little hope..but i try not to put too much hope in it..im gonna spend 2yrs in higher nitec n 2yrs in poly..so i need to spend 1 more yr than others..i had check with those students in that college..facilities not good..but dun care..dat's not my point..as long as e courses n ppl dere is normal..whatever...i need time to zheng li my xin qing..2008 started so sucks..hope it can get better as time goes by..y ppl think dat ite not good?because it prove dat u're a slow learner aka stupid..not ppl wanna liddat think, it's a fact what..results no good go dere, as simple as dat..u rank it wif results, so of course u can't avoid this kind of thinking..coz this is what e society thinks..they weigh everything...maa..shut ur ass up if u think im getting emo for nth..i just need a place to fa xie..next, just an example..some ppl:" eh! how's ur result?"person:" ah..16"some ppl:" wah! so lousy ah?"person:" ya lor! but ah my one already good le! who who who one more jialat!"tmd! i curse u if u said this kinda thing b4!i curse u!i dun even wanna fuck u!coz it will only make me dirty!and this shows how awful ur character is!tmd!! seriously so fucked up!!
ya!!"hope u understand" y i so fucked up!!
i curse u! 1st time im gonna say i believe in karma!u'll get ur retirbution real soon!shame on ur parents for having this kind of kid!im seriously in a fucking damn down mood now!forget abt it if u can't take my vulgarities!take it as im treating my blog as chu qi tong can?
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Saturday, January 26, 2008
Ohayou?I get thirsty easier at midnight..y?just do a summary of which courses i can go in..hey c'mon! not e end of e world!find still got de..although still got 2 subjects cant pass their min entry requirement, but that doesn't mean i cant get in..it's difficult, but u neber try u neber noe!^^maa..my previous entrys too emo meh?i think it's quite okay..just my feelings~i'll settle all these man!selecting courses is too troublesome!i'll really will kill those who get 10 plus points who cried!i really will! cry lan ah! i 28 dou neber cry le! u cry lan ah!?neber hit ur target so what?zhi zu chang le u noe?siao! already so high le still duno how to appreciate!tmd! duno must say u zuo zuo, or just simply too retard?can't u c there's lots of ppl who really do put in effort n get 20plus?10plus still cry! tmd! really feel like killing them! tmd!if im not wrong e most we can get is 54..54 divide by 2 is 27..im even worse than after dividing e limit into half..wo cai yao cry ba?lols~this is my effort..suan le..28 jiu suan le..at least i passed my languages..i think i should really go study language school..im more talented in languages..oh! n i check abt how to be professionals translator, i'll do that..n dexter keep sms me trying to tell me what to choose, tmd! shut up lah!u r not my who man! wanna give me advice can, but not so much!somemore he say what dun choose courses i dun like for e sake of gng in poly, what i choose may be what i do for e rest of my life!who tell u de?which idiot tell u de?everyone says what u do in poly is most likely not what u do in future!so damn irritating! i hate ppl keep treat me like an idiot!i hate ppl who act like he or she noe alot when they noe NTH!i noe what i should do!give advice i dun mind, but please dun turn it into u're trying to tell me what to do!tell me do this tell me do that!c'mon u're not my who! n it's none of ur business!i asked u because i need someone who walk thru this to ans what i've asked!other than that no more! dun try to tell me what to do!i said b4! i dun like ppl to tell me what to do!kieru teme! totally fucked up!!!
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Friday, January 25, 2008
Konbanchiwa~maa...昨天拿了成績..好糟糕啊~ 28耶~ lols..聽說有個朋友選擇進ite..27分的選擇ite..29分的選擇ite..我這個夾在中間的信心怎麼可能不被動搖?有些人會理解我這種感覺吧?不過也會有些人拿我的成績來抬高自己..maa..想這樣也沒辦法啦..反正也抬不到哪裡去.. xD剛在聽will be all right..哈哈~沒什麼用耶~反而egao幫了一點..說真的﹐我現在壓力還滿大的..不過老師有說過我的成績可以進poly,我就願意帶著這個成績和老師這句話拼一口氣!我不相信我努力了﹐就沒有一個poly願意收我..不要老是相信現實的世界﹐偶然也相信一下人的意志力..不要那麼死板~ xD她們今天去了open hse..60通未接電話..不過我已經說過因為前天沒睡﹐所以今天一定會睡到很晚的..最後一分鐘決定的﹐我肯定爬不起來..拿了成績後﹐我才發現其實有時候有些事是要完完全全自己去承擔..沒有任何人會陪著你﹐沒有任何人會替你去想辦法..當身邊的人都有著同樣的煩惱的時候﹐誰都沒空去理別人..沒有誰對誰錯﹐因為人都是個體的..不過說真的﹐我還是不鼓勵大家去ite..多唸了一年﹐又不是說在學校的時候完完全全沒努力過..我不知道..給我我真的不行..我哥今年要進poly了..去年是他的最後一年在ite..他剛從那裡畢業我就進去?不行..我承擔不起這種壓力~ lols~maa..我不想聽到那種風涼話..什麼當初你多努力就好了..就算是真的又怎樣?都已經過去了..就帶著這樣的感覺繼續走下去吧..等到新的感覺出現了再作些改變也不錯.. lols剛釋放了點情緒..感覺不錯...哈哈~接下來就是想想我該去哪裡了..沒什麼好後悔的﹐盡了力就算了..我唯一怨恨的就只有那些拿我們這些成績低的來抬高自己的人..繼續抱著這種心態自欺欺人啊﹐一定會有報應的! 哈哈哈~~!maa..肚子餓了就什麼也沒力氣想了..去吃東西了! ja!^^
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Thursday, January 24, 2008
Ohayou~Ytd neber go eat breakfast with ber..i woke up at 4 plus?can even start to prepare dinner le lols~okay..today going to take result after 2..im still here slacking neber sleep..watch my boss my hero..find what dat old woman said make sense..so what u didn't get good results in sch?those will leave as memories de is those happy time u had in sch..like "i still rmb dat time i revised so hard with my friends" or "still rmb dat time we quarrelled because of this or that small thing"ya..although we oso need good results in life, but i think those memories are lot more important than e results.im gonna cry no matter i fail or pass ba lols~haha..i realise that this blogskin cant c achieve de..lols~ but it's okay...im gonna change it when im free next time..will be doing my own..maa..nth else le..hungry again..go c got what to eat..bye!^^
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Wednesday, January 23, 2008
老天還真會選時間啊不開心的事情一次全來..真是悶啊...
無奈啊...
唉...算了...去看看kame會比較好..管好自己就好..跟著my pace走就好..
230108
Later gng to eat breakfast with ber..LOLS~ no need sleep le..haiz...today alot of ppl ai wan abt our school's "take O'lvl results must wear uniform" policy.somemore no dyed hair..hello?if u don't allow ppl who dyed their hair to take result, other than those gong kia no one will be in hall le..maybe about 10 will be in hall taking results... ^^somemore mdm goh want us to wear sch u..probably is because she scare that we anyhow wear so told us that is for take photo or what..maa..dun care..even is mdm goh i dun care..i wun dye back my hair and wun wear uniform..i noe sch got sch rules, but i dun c anything affecting the sch image!ppl noe take o'lvl result de students is all liddat de what!dun tao ur yuan ze on me! wo bu chi zhe yi tao!u wanna keep my result for what?ji nian ah?siao! really gone lah this school..heng im leaving le..i only miss my life with my friends but not with this sch's stupid policy..oh ya! just now went to newpaper's website feedback abt e report on the sch's form A B C D's policy.woo! i wrote damn lot! xDhope they will learn their lesson..okay let's stop this subject..A girl from taiwan add me in msn..she's born in the same year, same month and same day as me!omg~so cool!but she like tegoshi de! xDBut her fu ming is kame!Really curious that is her character same as me?But because im busy just now didn't get to chat with her.Maybe next time i'll try to talk more to her.Becoming good friends will be cool~~Same yr, same month, same date!Next time must ask her the time~if same de hua, we're really twins le.. just that different parents! xDokay..stop my nonsense le!byebye!
220108
Tuesday, January 22, 2008
Konbanchiwa~Long time neber blog in e afternoon le..erm...evening ba?lolsthurs taking our o'lvl results..afternoon?i oso duno..anyway, im more interested in e food they selling that day..but no fried, no nasi briyani~wth?go back for what?lolsi think b4 gng dere, i cook mee hao le..sure nth to eat dere..i think this yr's result will be very bad, so dun even expect water from e sch~forget it le lah~fail jiu fail lor, i'll retake again~kan kai yi dian..ren sheng still got alot of things to do..this type can zhong lai de things no need worry too much~^0^but cant zhong lai too many times lah...maa..looking for jobs online...no time for anymore nonsense~ xDja ne!
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Monday, January 21, 2008
Ohayou~woah..it's already 21st of Jan le~results will be coming out real soon..went to some blogs, everyone is talking about e results..everyone hate boring holidays but when results really coming out le, everyone cua sai~ xDme too...always hope dat result come out soon ba~now really coming out le, abit kang ju..coz after taking result, i may neber c some of my friends again..after taking result means i zheng shi leaving e sch..haiz...hope i pass..really hope i pass..im so scare dat i fail..coz i scare spend money...but anyway, even if i fail i dun wanna go ite..dun wanna let ppl luff say i waste one yr~ T_Thope i can get in e course i want..hope everything will be alright..im being a good girl staying at home almost everyday man..let me pass ba..maa..time to think what should i wear to go take result le lols~although very near, but alot of ppl..somemore got sec 4 and 5 see we take result..must sui yi dian..everyone let's dress up our best n go dere!!!if fail at least u wear sui sui go dere take still not so ju sang.. xDokay..nonsense..im gng to watch my dvds le..not gng sleep i think.. hahaha~sore ja!
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Sunday, January 20, 2008
剛去了Jess那裡..大家討論著亮的日記..說真的﹐我把我心裡最深層的話說出來了..說著說著就哭了..因為很無奈..對於生命的脆弱我感到很無奈..被這無奈包圍..現在有點沮喪..有誰願意來聽我說說話嗎?反復看著亮的話..合理的理由..合理的理由..這句話諷刺得很難受..看著看著眼淚會忍不住的掉下來..亮其實也很脆弱吧?這種時候其實也感到很無助吧?有誰能去安慰一下他?P..應該有在看member的日記吧?去安慰一下亮吧..仔細的去觀察..其實亮是個很溫柔的人..毒舌只不過是他的保護色..加油吧!大家一起珍惜身邊的生命吧!加油!
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Saturday, January 19, 2008
Saw Ryo-chan's post.."我現在正乘著新幹線。2008年第一次回大阪。回老家。久違地能見到父母了。家裏少了一個人。從小學1年級的時候開始錦戶家飼養的小狗，チビ在1月8日去世了。名字的由來是很簡單的構想，因為很小所以叫チビ。很快就長大了。不管對誰都很溫順 因為是很溫柔的狗 所以我一次也沒有被咬過。錦戶家旅行的時候經常是開車去的。那些旅行チビ也常常一起去。一直被鎖在半徑為2米的世界裏居住的チビ，在海邊還有草地上縱橫無阻地跑來跑去，恢復狗本來的樣子，哼哼地發出象小豬般地叫聲，家裏的所有人都被它逗笑了。小的時候也經常帶它去散步。有不管是什麼都馬上去吃的習慣，所以得全神貫注地盯著它散步力氣很大，也發生過年幼的妹妹被它拉動的事情。父親有好好地教導它 連伸腿、換一隻、坐下、停住、躺下這樣都能做。後悔的是從這裏往後的記憶幾乎都沒有了。我上了中學以後就沒有關於跟哥哥輪流帶它去散步、好好給它弄早飯和中飯的記憶。只記得小時候很疼愛它、一天去散幾次步、チビ累了在睡覺的時候故意把他弄醒、抱起它...在チビ的眼裏我是怎樣的呢？偶爾回家也不出聲、就這樣打開門 對於這樣的我是怎樣看待的呢？以不能用言語來交流這個合理的理由傷害了チビ。差不多去年チビ開始出現意識不清、好象會咬給它吃飯的母親。
告訴我チビ死訊的是大哥。
是比誰都疼愛它、最常帶它去散步、跟它關係最好的大哥。
老實說我不知道現在該寫什麼好。
不知道。"can c that he's really sad..normally his post wun be longer than 10 words..but cant blame him..from tokyo to osaka needs quite a long time, he doesn't have e time to go back osaka n come back to tokyo liddat so many times everyday.."以不能用言語來交流這個合理的理由傷害了チビ。"
can see that he's really down.."這個合理的理由"sound so...feng ci xing de sad...
maa..チビ will understand..from pri 1 till now...16 yrs..dun say dog, any living thing live with you for 16yrs, when they leave zen me ke neng bu nan guo?even a plant...even a flower...i can understand his feelings..hen nan shou ba..dun think too much ba...i guess everytime when he reach home, even if he ignore チビ, チビ is still very happy to see him home..Ryo-chan ganbatte ne!!==========================================went out with mom ytd..was looking for my stuff, in e end is mom buying things lols~bought a few dvds, e poh kim salesperson is sooooooo talkative..treat me like idiot somemore..u think i wanna buy yuukan i duno who is jin meh?somemore i say kat-tun she dun even noe who is kat-tun~she only noe jin is anego de~ LOLS~taguchi oso duno...say taguchi come out wif others as jie ban ren of kimura..dun anyhow say lah...taguchi is last yr den kai shi zi ji yan xi de lor...i oso noe kimura lao le...japan kan hao kame as kimura's jie ban ren do u noe that?lols~act like she noe alot liddat nvm, but dun come n teach me liddat..only make ppl feel irritated only..oh ya! fa xian Wentz is libra de lols~watch Heyx3, find e way he tok very libra so i went to zhi shi to find his profile..8th Oct 1985..O type..same horoscope, same blood type as me..if he not so gay de hua maybe i'll like him more.. xDTeppei is capricorn de..5th of Jan 1986 i think...22 yrs old le still look like 18 lols~good ah...i oso want~lols~ ok nth else le..ijou!
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Friday, January 18, 2008
Oh man~Ju li take result shi yue lai yue jing le~~Oh man~ i haven zuo hao xin li zhun bei~~oh man~~okay...im busy this few days..for what?for new yr!lols dun laugh~ is really for new yr...my new yr~~ haha~ahh headache..guess due to radiation..this kind of headache is radiation de fault..diff from normal headache...oh man~ im gonna die~gng out wif mom tml..limited money to spend, so must be careful not to let mom ask me treat her anything lols~i already treat e whole family dinner and all e things she buy from ntuc is my money...im broke~ T_Tahh~~money money money~~gimme my money~~~
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Tuesday, January 15, 2008
It always remind me of one thing.....when it rains........it's.......it's.........it's time.......it's time to SLEEP!!! woo!!!
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Sunday, January 13, 2008
Just watch finish ハチミツとクローバー real life version..e story is abit diff as they need to make it short, but overall e feel is still dere..as usual toma is cute haha~love this story alot.. e anime is introduced by my bro..funny but sad...duno how to describe this story...it's really very very nice...now listening to hirai ken's song..his song is a good zhi liao for menses lols~cant find his new song for this drama too..guess haven release ba...maa...dats all..gonna go listen to his songs le..mata ne~
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Ohayou~maa...it's okay for me to listen to ur imagination really..coz i'll forget it very fast haha~but u make me listen to that n den gimme dat attitude of urs is so unreasonable..u're treating me like an idiot..sometimes i really wonder do i have those "c'mon just treat me as chu qi tong n insult me, i wun be angry" de look..not that i wun be angry, it's just dat im simply not interested to argue wif u lols~now i really wonder if u're e bad guy or the other clan is..but anyway...im not close to u though, so i wun go yan jiu ur everything...okay..im happily looking for new yr clothes just now..wonder how much my dad will sponsor me...n wonder when can i take my money from research plus!better gimme on monday!maa...im hungry now..go cook mee~ijou!
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Saturday, January 12, 2008
Ohayou~ah ah...really nth to write still neh xi wanna blog.. lols~haiz...boring days~~K-A! K-A! K-A-T-T-U-N!Nth to do~~~tonight going cousin's hse for dinner!his son bdae or what ba..i oso duno lols~go dere eat le become zombie sit dere for a few hours jiu go home...dat siao liu sao sure wear dao like go wedding dinner liddat!somemore her daughter only how old nia give her wear like what only...wear nicer go dere let her c what is "dress decently" means.. xDokay..sian..now so quiet...all sleeping..dad just went to work...igo sleeping beside my chair lols~guess is too cold, he hide his paws lols~ah ah..igo wif us how many yrs le?3yrs?i rmb is like sec 3 de sept he join us this qiong jia ting... xDlast time still small small, dun dare to move scare we all hurt him liddat..now leh?everyday run here run dere, yue lai yue fei~bark at every single neighbour, bite my dad's jeans lols~guai lan gao!i forgot dogs can live how long le...till 7yrs old human age?hope it's not so...if not only left 4yrs for igo to live, n i just like 21 22 only..i should find a wife for him asap, so i can continously have gen ta you guan xi de dogs..but i scare after igo gone, i'll not let his son or daughter have puppies anymore ba..dun wanna go thru e same sad thing every few yrs...ah ah...everytime think of this kind of thing feel like crying...ppl who got dogs will understand, just think of ur dog will be gone one day coz they only can live for a few yrs, u'll cry...can't dogs live longer than usual?i mean live as long as humans?y dogs grow older faster than us?ma...guess sometimes it's just so unfair..maa..too much complaints again..warui..sore ja ne..
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Thursday, January 10, 2008
Ohayou~Watch finish reaf life JS..oh man! nth for me to watch again...e ending was quite okay..but different from anime's story, dat's quite disappointing...e girl has the same height as me, now i noe how tall i am le..totally a sec sch student's height~ T_Tbut im quite happy though, coz mostly japan girls at my age is this height! hahahaha~n mostly japan girls aren't so tall! haha~ dat makes me happier..but dat girl de weight ying gai diff from me..should be lighter than me..although her face very fat lols~okay..dat's just part of my urami.. xD10th of Jan le..whr is my money?! Research Plus!sorry?! sorry you ge pi yong?still delayed what!gimme my money!my callback! my tc! my MONEY!!!
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Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Im hungry...I repeat...Im HUNGRY!!Someone bring me FOOD!!!I dun want bread! dun want maggi mee! gimme FOOD!!!ahh...stay at home only can eat n sleep~ahh...no money cant buy things...ahh...gimme $10000000 please...ahh...i want go overseas lah~~~~
090108
Ohayou~Watch finish JS2, finally ah...waiting for JS3 now.. last part of JS2 was abit sad..now watching real life JS, e girl is abit too fat for Ai..but guess is just her face fat, her body is still okay..but she doesn't look like a sec sch student...others is quite okay too, just dat e woman look so old n ugly! haha...okay...dun expect e real life to be same standard as anime oso, anyway anime is just too perfect le..but her voice does impress me...not so eerie as mamiko san's voice, but it's still quite soft like hers...found a web selling JS bracelet..reasonable price, but last one?i duno...she said dat, so believe ba...must go collect myself...it's cool i like it..ghostly things is e best...JS n fatal frame...im so impressed by japanese's creativity...i like the way they elaborate japanese's old old old rumours(?)..ya...maybe it's just rumours...but sometimes rumours can be true! lols..but i dun think i want JS's job anymore, she seems to be suffering...gimme some power will do..n somemore she live for 500yrs..i dun wanna live dat long, nth for me to do oso...even if im still healthy n can walk like now at dat time, i still dun want..coz not everyone ard me will be liddat, what's e point living for so long being so lonely?perhaps gimme yuukan's wealth...den im sure i will have lots of things to do..lols...sorry to tok so much rubbish early in e morning...my imaginations is one of my you dian.. lolsbut i like this morning...so calm, so cool..although e cricket's sound is so irritating...singapore's funny..ppl summer den got crickets, now not even spring crickets come..perhaps due to sg's weather ba?hot...dun feel like staying home...but dun feel like gng out oso...what should i do?maybe i should go c a psychiatrist n ask him or her what's happening to me?lolsiiya..just kidding...im way too fine..just dat peaceful day may be boring dats all...i really hope dat someone will suddenly msg me now n tell me when can i get my results..at least let me noe date n time..it's easier for me to look for jobs oso...oh ya..say till jobs..prima deli is actually employing ppl, it's just dat they dun want student so they lie to my mom..my mom saw they put up e notice, so my mom go tu e woman, n she gan ga lols..dats what my mom always do..sometimes is bad, but sometimes it really helps..if u dun want student u can just say..ppl dun blame u for dat..ppl blame u for fu yan them...anyway..this is basic respect for ppl..so what e food is okay already?what ppl go for is services aka respect...no matter e person is ur customer or what, respect them...u'll neber noe one day u'll need help from them or what...this is somehow call must ying shui si yuan?just like u push ppl out dere to b e bad guy n u came in after to be e one talking "nice-to-listen" things n acting friendly..lols..coz i've been pushed by many ppl many times...n how stupid i was?i realise it after i've been pushed out..n somemore i keep repeat e same mistakes..in e end?ppl out dere detest u, n they like e one who push u out..lols~at this point of time, tell urself..this is ren xing...a person with a good or bad personality, at this point of time u can c it very clearly..this is how selfish ppl lives..they snatch all good things from u...they let u create e good things for them...ppl die, ppl cry, is none of his or her business...who can u blame?lols..dun blame anyone including urself..coz this is how it works...this world must have good n bad ppl to balance..i agree with "complicated" 's lyrics..coz "life's like this"..no originality de ppl is oso very ke bei...ppl learn what, they learn what..ppl give de thing, when ppl ask u whr u get it from, u say it's u find de..lols..just like ppl say u copy, u say u're learning from them..it's totally e same...dats how ren kai shi tao yan ren...but most ke bei de shi...sometimes somethings dun need to lie..but u believe dat tell lies is a better way of expressing urself..like how?zi wo peng zhang..one day...it will all be realised n gone...in e end..u left nth but memories of lies, lies and lies...i duno is dat a good way of saying it...im not good in putting my feelings into words..this is how human live...sometimes u need to be honest, sometimes u need to lie..sometimes u lie to others inorder to let urself live better, sometimes u lie to urself inorder to let others live better.. dere's no conclusion to human's thinking n actions...u think e way u think, i think e way i think...u act e way u act, i act e way i act..lol~rao kou ling...ma..too much complaints...i sound like a basan..maa~~ijou..sore ja..
080108
Tuesday, January 8, 2008
P just way TOO HOT lah!!!
P!!! y r u so HOT?! omg! i wonder got anyone de nose bleed! xD
omg~~!!! OmG!!! i want go Japan!!! DVD! DVD! DVD! DVD! HOSHIII~~~!!!!
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Monday, January 7, 2008
Konbanchiwa~So tired now... dun feel like moving now...so boring...watching JS2 now...story keep repeating...oso very sian...perhaps give me a job like JS, den i'll not be so free...no mail...no new vids...no new news...i wanna find a job...but not those will clash wif my time...not those which must work long hours everyday...yeh...very tired...very very tired....later go sleep again ba...oh ya...mtv call in change ppl again...due to ber's feedback? lols~sore ja...
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Sunday, January 6, 2008
TMD! my parents wanna put igo at e kitchen n block him from coming into e living room!TMD! try kan kan lah! i wun let u do dat de lor!TMD! just because yi shi angry u wanna do something liddat?TMD! my mom still jie ti fa hui!what coz i dun wanna clear igo de shit all dat!please lah! u block him in kitchen oso same what?wen bu dui ti! only noe how to jie ti fa hui nia!TMD! i block u dere u want?wtf! try lah..i'll just bring him over to living room only mah!u put e block dere lor! i'll still take him to living room de!TMD! suckers!
060108
YO!
today have alot of good news! haha~
but im lazy to list out le..
some other day ba~
these days really doing same thing everyday so nth special to blog oso..
eat, sleep, watch tv, play com! non-stop repeating~~
i wanna find a job! but cant find one!
okay lah...admit dat im too tiao ti le..
but i really dun wanna force myself to do those job that i noe i sure do le wun happy de..
somemore now is still not like i MUST have a job de time..
is just i WANT a job...haha~ oh ya! n i deleted a girl from msn...guess she noe my email thru friendster..first time tok to me, she already ask me for video le!tmd! buay paisei lor! den i just dl n send it to her!c'mon im just trying to be friendly, but she de cun jing chi!everytime tok to me sure no good thing!ytd ask me for songs again, say what she cant find or dl!wth! den i say i busy i give her e website let her dl herself, she reply "k"wakao! not a thank you lor! den i just anyhow type welcome to let her noe dat she "need" to say thank you! n den del her! xDhate this kind of ppl lor! i noe u very long meh?noe very long oso cant liddat!everytime come ask things from meso buay paisei liddat..give me a little basic respect can?!now i can ti hui ber's feeling, everytime ppl tok to her in msn only ask her things nia..ppl trying to be friendly, so dun de cun jing chi!at least a thank you after ppl GIVE u what u WANT!but dun always let ppl feed u!duno this girl call wat, but she like kat-tun oso de!tmd! insult kat-tun lah!okay really nth to say le!
ijou!
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Friday, January 4, 2008
内!!! お帰りなさい!!!Woo! today woke up at about 9am..i slept at 5 plus! xDcoz i had a very very bad dream..a very very very scary nightmare..i dreamt of igo fighting wif a cat, i shout for my dad, although he's looking my way, but he didn't hear me..i was damn panic n wu zhu, but in e dream im so stupid, y can't i stop e fight myself instead of relying on my dad?n then, when my dad heard what i said, he faster run over n he become a dog too! n then he chase away e cat..when we turn back to c igo, his whole body is blood..i can c his rips...very very scary..he didn't move..n he's dead..i was damn shock! i woke up just like e way ppl act in drama.. suddenly open eyes n dat voice..n then i cried..so damn scary..i went to e toilet n brush my teeth but im still crying...very very bad dream for me...hao bu rong yi calm myself down, i went to zhi shi to ask abt what's e meaning of this dream..but till now still no reply..nvm i'll just wait..but someone told me dat maybe im too stress so have this kind of nightmare..guess so..but hope it doesn't represent anything bad..
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Thursday, January 3, 2008
YO!Just now browsing thru all sites scolding ppl! xDcoz i need to hao hao fa xie on LJ EMI!EMI just sucks lah! lousy comapny wif lousy de artist!kan le oso feel sad for them! xPa bunch of jokers!tml gng back to sch..for?still haven decide..go eat ba?lols~ lame.Jess finally replied~guess she's really busy ba..saw xing guang 3 de cm, so bai chi~2 haven end already come 3 le..lols~ nvm can watch jokers chu chou oso not bad~ xDtoma really so P-pattern~so cute haha~very nai kan..hoho~sometimes i wonder what if im a guy?if im a guy got alot of hao chu..ppl tok to u de way oso diff, ya lah..including u're a shuai one~den i'll go jap join johnnys..can go in johnnys already very good le, dun mind got debut anot..guai guai nv bao fa le!?neber c this guai guai nv bao fa b4..guess she really quite hurt ba..but dun worry...yi ci sheng liang ci shou mah! xDoh ya! do u noe dat jacky chan is aries de?LOLS!he wu ru aries de GUYS sia~okay dats all!these days will be busy, coz im scolding ppl everyday!xDokay!bye!
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Tuesday, January 1, 2008
Wooo!! Happy New Year!!!Happy 2008!!!Woah! Ytd watched Johnnys countdown!!!Omg! Amigo part was damn good lah!!!although this year seem like abit rush but still very fun!Ytd stay at home, neber go out..i tot everyone will be gng out also, but i online, msn damn lot of ppl! xDTaiwan's countdown concert sucks~feel like funeral...almost all of e guest sing sad song..oh! maybe da zui ba's part e audience got abit high ba?xDOkay! today is 1st day of 2008 le!!kids will be attending sch tml! xDim still gotta rot at home...gng back sch?can someone tell me?okay...gonna go watch vid le!Byebye!!!!