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Saturday, January 19, 2008
Saw Ryo-chan's post.."我現在正乘著新幹線。2008年第一次回大阪。回老家。久違地能見到父母了。家裏少了一個人。從小學1年級的時候開始錦戶家飼養的小狗，チビ在1月8日去世了。名字的由來是很簡單的構想，因為很小所以叫チビ。很快就長大了。不管對誰都很溫順 因為是很溫柔的狗 所以我一次也沒有被咬過。錦戶家旅行的時候經常是開車去的。那些旅行チビ也常常一起去。一直被鎖在半徑為2米的世界裏居住的チビ，在海邊還有草地上縱橫無阻地跑來跑去，恢復狗本來的樣子，哼哼地發出象小豬般地叫聲，家裏的所有人都被它逗笑了。小的時候也經常帶它去散步。有不管是什麼都馬上去吃的習慣，所以得全神貫注地盯著它散步力氣很大，也發生過年幼的妹妹被它拉動的事情。父親有好好地教導它 連伸腿、換一隻、坐下、停住、躺下這樣都能做。後悔的是從這裏往後的記憶幾乎都沒有了。我上了中學以後就沒有關於跟哥哥輪流帶它去散步、好好給它弄早飯和中飯的記憶。只記得小時候很疼愛它、一天去散幾次步、チビ累了在睡覺的時候故意把他弄醒、抱起它...在チビ的眼裏我是怎樣的呢？偶爾回家也不出聲、就這樣打開門 對於這樣的我是怎樣看待的呢？以不能用言語來交流這個合理的理由傷害了チビ。差不多去年チビ開始出現意識不清、好象會咬給它吃飯的母親。
告訴我チビ死訊的是大哥。
是比誰都疼愛它、最常帶它去散步、跟它關係最好的大哥。
老實說我不知道現在該寫什麼好。
不知道。"can c that he's really sad..normally his post wun be longer than 10 words..but cant blame him..from tokyo to osaka needs quite a long time, he doesn't have e time to go back osaka n come back to tokyo liddat so many times everyday.."以不能用言語來交流這個合理的理由傷害了チビ。"
can see that he's really down.."這個合理的理由"sound so...feng ci xing de sad...
maa..チビ will understand..from pri 1 till now...16 yrs..dun say dog, any living thing live with you for 16yrs, when they leave zen me ke neng bu nan guo?even a plant...even a flower...i can understand his feelings..hen nan shou ba..dun think too much ba...i guess everytime when he reach home, even if he ignore チビ, チビ is still very happy to see him home..Ryo-chan ganbatte ne!!==========================================went out with mom ytd..was looking for my stuff, in e end is mom buying things lols~bought a few dvds, e poh kim salesperson is sooooooo talkative..treat me like idiot somemore..u think i wanna buy yuukan i duno who is jin meh?somemore i say kat-tun she dun even noe who is kat-tun~she only noe jin is anego de~ LOLS~taguchi oso duno...say taguchi come out wif others as jie ban ren of kimura..dun anyhow say lah...taguchi is last yr den kai shi zi ji yan xi de lor...i oso noe kimura lao le...japan kan hao kame as kimura's jie ban ren do u noe that?lols~act like she noe alot liddat nvm, but dun come n teach me liddat..only make ppl feel irritated only..oh ya! fa xian Wentz is libra de lols~watch Heyx3, find e way he tok very libra so i went to zhi shi to find his profile..8th Oct 1985..O type..same horoscope, same blood type as me..if he not so gay de hua maybe i'll like him more.. xDTeppei is capricorn de..5th of Jan 1986 i think...22 yrs old le still look like 18 lols~good ah...i oso want~lols~ ok nth else le..ijou!