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Wednesday, January 9, 2008
Ohayou~Watch finish JS2, finally ah...waiting for JS3 now.. last part of JS2 was abit sad..now watching real life JS, e girl is abit too fat for Ai..but guess is just her face fat, her body is still okay..but she doesn't look like a sec sch student...others is quite okay too, just dat e woman look so old n ugly! haha...okay...dun expect e real life to be same standard as anime oso, anyway anime is just too perfect le..but her voice does impress me...not so eerie as mamiko san's voice, but it's still quite soft like hers...found a web selling JS bracelet..reasonable price, but last one?i duno...she said dat, so believe ba...must go collect myself...it's cool i like it..ghostly things is e best...JS n fatal frame...im so impressed by japanese's creativity...i like the way they elaborate japanese's old old old rumours(?)..ya...maybe it's just rumours...but sometimes rumours can be true! lols..but i dun think i want JS's job anymore, she seems to be suffering...gimme some power will do..n somemore she live for 500yrs..i dun wanna live dat long, nth for me to do oso...even if im still healthy n can walk like now at dat time, i still dun want..coz not everyone ard me will be liddat, what's e point living for so long being so lonely?perhaps gimme yuukan's wealth...den im sure i will have lots of things to do..lols...sorry to tok so much rubbish early in e morning...my imaginations is one of my you dian.. lolsbut i like this morning...so calm, so cool..although e cricket's sound is so irritating...singapore's funny..ppl summer den got crickets, now not even spring crickets come..perhaps due to sg's weather ba?hot...dun feel like staying home...but dun feel like gng out oso...what should i do?maybe i should go c a psychiatrist n ask him or her what's happening to me?lolsiiya..just kidding...im way too fine..just dat peaceful day may be boring dats all...i really hope dat someone will suddenly msg me now n tell me when can i get my results..at least let me noe date n time..it's easier for me to look for jobs oso...oh ya..say till jobs..prima deli is actually employing ppl, it's just dat they dun want student so they lie to my mom..my mom saw they put up e notice, so my mom go tu e woman, n she gan ga lols..dats what my mom always do..sometimes is bad, but sometimes it really helps..if u dun want student u can just say..ppl dun blame u for dat..ppl blame u for fu yan them...anyway..this is basic respect for ppl..so what e food is okay already?what ppl go for is services aka respect...no matter e person is ur customer or what, respect them...u'll neber noe one day u'll need help from them or what...this is somehow call must ying shui si yuan?just like u push ppl out dere to b e bad guy n u came in after to be e one talking "nice-to-listen" things n acting friendly..lols..coz i've been pushed by many ppl many times...n how stupid i was?i realise it after i've been pushed out..n somemore i keep repeat e same mistakes..in e end?ppl out dere detest u, n they like e one who push u out..lols~at this point of time, tell urself..this is ren xing...a person with a good or bad personality, at this point of time u can c it very clearly..this is how selfish ppl lives..they snatch all good things from u...they let u create e good things for them...ppl die, ppl cry, is none of his or her business...who can u blame?lols..dun blame anyone including urself..coz this is how it works...this world must have good n bad ppl to balance..i agree with "complicated" 's lyrics..coz "life's like this"..no originality de ppl is oso very ke bei...ppl learn what, they learn what..ppl give de thing, when ppl ask u whr u get it from, u say it's u find de..lols..just like ppl say u copy, u say u're learning from them..it's totally e same...dats how ren kai shi tao yan ren...but most ke bei de shi...sometimes somethings dun need to lie..but u believe dat tell lies is a better way of expressing urself..like how?zi wo peng zhang..one day...it will all be realised n gone...in e end..u left nth but memories of lies, lies and lies...i duno is dat a good way of saying it...im not good in putting my feelings into words..this is how human live...sometimes u need to be honest, sometimes u need to lie..sometimes u lie to others inorder to let urself live better, sometimes u lie to urself inorder to let others live better.. dere's no conclusion to human's thinking n actions...u think e way u think, i think e way i think...u act e way u act, i act e way i act..lol~rao kou ling...ma..too much complaints...i sound like a basan..maa~~ijou..sore ja..